light through pinhole                                                                                                          rory on white-orange pad    



I WAS …



- born on a stormy Thursday (w/ Meralco lines falling over houses and roofs were turning into Frisbees)

- this uber-masungit little girl who didn’t know how to entertain my guests during my 1st birthday party

- so fond of bahay-bahayan :: opis-opisan :: tinda-tindahan :: taguan :: patintero :: tumbang-preso :: mangga-mangga :: langit-lupa :: sweet violet :: Chinese jackstone :: jackstone :: ten-twenty :: rosemary-shake :: bazooka (the one w/ comic strips inside) :: gumamela plant bubbles and juices :: choknat :: cornbits :: dingdong :: pogs :: Princess Sarah :: Peter Pan :: tootsie roll :: white-rabbit :: Sailor Venus :: stationeries :: stickers :: Nancy Drew :: Jessica and Elizabeth :: >>>these are what my childhood is all about!

- always Yellow4 (while the rest of the girls were all fighting to be Pink5)

- one of the teacher’s favorites while being the class bully’s accomplice as well

- a San Miguel fan accomplice as well

- more good in Math than in Literature

- once dreaming to be a chemist because it sounded “amezzzing!” (but I didn’t really know what a chemist is)

- also once dreamed of being a painter like my dad but they told me that I drew a cat like a pig and my little girl looked like someone from the other planet.


I AM …



- a coffee-addict

- normally underweight by 17lbs.

- an advocate of peace, love, beauty, happiness, and faith

- broke but happy :: poor but kind :: young (and overworked)and underpaid :: sane but overwhelmed :: lost but hopeful :: yeah….

- so used to and fond of waiting in vain >>>I am Viktor Navorski!<<<

- a twenty-two-year-old girl who knows what I want to do and where I want to go but doesn’t know YET how to do it and how to go there.


I WILL (safer to say : I WANT TO) …



- have my one-stop-art-shop! food, cinema, music, prodhaus, gallery, etc.
- teach at UPFI
- setup a business for my parents
- be part of an NGO
- do more documentaries and films
- use light and shadow to color people’s lives
- die as a happy and contented mother :: wife :: daughter :: sister :: friend :: teacher :: filmmaker :: photographer


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Sunday, July 06, 2008
ode to

Two interments in a span of one week.

I've always believed in death as a natural, positve phenomenon. It's selfish to feel sad. It's selfish to feel bad. But as humans it's also natural for us to get too attached to the things and people around us. Letting go then becomes such a difficult task.

Me, personally, I'm OK. But playing the role of a shock absorber to for one of your closest friend (who's more like a sister to me whose mom died) and for your mom (my tita just passed away) - both in the same week...

...sometimes being strong for others can also be such a difficult task.

 

Posted at 04:42 pm by roreel

kahel
July 7, 2008   06:17 PM PDT
 
big thanks, sab!
sab
July 7, 2008   01:47 AM PDT
 
big big hug for you rory! feel better. :) i'm just here too!
kahel
July 6, 2008   05:25 PM PDT
 
*THANK YOU.*
Dirty Chucks
July 6, 2008   05:11 PM PDT
 
*HUG*
like what I told you yesterday if ever you get too tired from being a shock absorber, I'm just here to be the shock absorber of the shock absorber.
 

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