light through pinhole                                                                                                          rory on white-orange pad    



I WAS …



- born on a stormy Thursday (w/ Meralco lines falling over houses and roofs were turning into Frisbees)

- this uber-masungit little girl who didn’t know how to entertain my guests during my 1st birthday party

- so fond of bahay-bahayan :: opis-opisan :: tinda-tindahan :: taguan :: patintero :: tumbang-preso :: mangga-mangga :: langit-lupa :: sweet violet :: Chinese jackstone :: jackstone :: ten-twenty :: rosemary-shake :: bazooka (the one w/ comic strips inside) :: gumamela plant bubbles and juices :: choknat :: cornbits :: dingdong :: pogs :: Princess Sarah :: Peter Pan :: tootsie roll :: white-rabbit :: Sailor Venus :: stationeries :: stickers :: Nancy Drew :: Jessica and Elizabeth :: >>>these are what my childhood is all about!

- always Yellow4 (while the rest of the girls were all fighting to be Pink5)

- one of the teacher’s favorites while being the class bully’s accomplice as well

- a San Miguel fan accomplice as well

- more good in Math than in Literature

- once dreaming to be a chemist because it sounded “amezzzing!” (but I didn’t really know what a chemist is)

- also once dreamed of being a painter like my dad but they told me that I drew a cat like a pig and my little girl looked like someone from the other planet.


I AM …



- a coffee-addict

- normally underweight by 17lbs.

- an advocate of peace, love, beauty, happiness, and faith

- broke but happy :: poor but kind :: young (and overworked)and underpaid :: sane but overwhelmed :: lost but hopeful :: yeah….

- so used to and fond of waiting in vain >>>I am Viktor Navorski!<<<

- a twenty-two-year-old girl who knows what I want to do and where I want to go but doesn’t know YET how to do it and how to go there.


I WILL (safer to say : I WANT TO) …



- have my one-stop-art-shop! food, cinema, music, prodhaus, gallery, etc.
- teach at UPFI
- setup a business for my parents
- be part of an NGO
- do more documentaries and films
- use light and shadow to color people’s lives
- die as a happy and contented mother :: wife :: daughter :: sister :: friend :: teacher :: filmmaker :: photographer


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Friday, December 16, 2005
random thoughts for seth

[pls.bear. this post is purely spontaneous and unedited. randomness!]

i never understand why people expect so much from what we have right now. bakit ba ang-hirap nila makumbinsi na posible mag-exist ang isang ispesyal pero platonic na pagkakaibigan? nasa punto ako ngayon na ayoko mag-isip pagdating sa usaping relasyon -- whether sa family, sa friendship, o sa pagkawala o maaring pagkakaroon ng isang more than frienship na relasyon. nasa punto ako ngayon ng pagiging masaya lang sa kung anong meron sa kasalukuyan. no need for "what-will-be's." only "what-is." at kung tatanungin ako ng "what is" it nga ba between us? friendship. special. platonic. strange. pero ngayon din, dahil na rin siguro maayos na ang sistema ko, handa na ako sa mga posibleng pagbabago ng apat na salitang ito. na baka magkaroon ng konsepto ng commitment. ng risks. at sa maaaring pagkabasag ng strangeness. na baka nga maging totoo kang bahagi ng araw-araw ko. pero selfish nga talaga ako. sariling kahandaan ko lang ang iniisip ko. gusto ko magtampo dahil ikaw ang may setbacks ngayon. hindi ko man lang inisip na baka ikaw ngayon ang kailangan munang mag-ayos ng sistema mo. kaya sige lang. masaya na ako at siguro tama ako na dapat nga ganito lang tayo.

Posted at 06:46 pm by roreel

 

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