light through pinhole                                                                                                          rory on white-orange pad    



I WAS …



- born on a stormy Thursday (w/ Meralco lines falling over houses and roofs were turning into Frisbees)

- this uber-masungit little girl who didn’t know how to entertain my guests during my 1st birthday party

- so fond of bahay-bahayan :: opis-opisan :: tinda-tindahan :: taguan :: patintero :: tumbang-preso :: mangga-mangga :: langit-lupa :: sweet violet :: Chinese jackstone :: jackstone :: ten-twenty :: rosemary-shake :: bazooka (the one w/ comic strips inside) :: gumamela plant bubbles and juices :: choknat :: cornbits :: dingdong :: pogs :: Princess Sarah :: Peter Pan :: tootsie roll :: white-rabbit :: Sailor Venus :: stationeries :: stickers :: Nancy Drew :: Jessica and Elizabeth :: >>>these are what my childhood is all about!

- always Yellow4 (while the rest of the girls were all fighting to be Pink5)

- one of the teacher’s favorites while being the class bully’s accomplice as well

- a San Miguel fan accomplice as well

- more good in Math than in Literature

- once dreaming to be a chemist because it sounded “amezzzing!” (but I didn’t really know what a chemist is)

- also once dreamed of being a painter like my dad but they told me that I drew a cat like a pig and my little girl looked like someone from the other planet.


I AM …



- a coffee-addict

- normally underweight by 17lbs.

- an advocate of peace, love, beauty, happiness, and faith

- broke but happy :: poor but kind :: young (and overworked)and underpaid :: sane but overwhelmed :: lost but hopeful :: yeah….

- so used to and fond of waiting in vain >>>I am Viktor Navorski!<<<

- a twenty-two-year-old girl who knows what I want to do and where I want to go but doesn’t know YET how to do it and how to go there.


I WILL (safer to say : I WANT TO) …



- have my one-stop-art-shop! food, cinema, music, prodhaus, gallery, etc.
- teach at UPFI
- setup a business for my parents
- be part of an NGO
- do more documentaries and films
- use light and shadow to color people’s lives
- die as a happy and contented mother :: wife :: daughter :: sister :: friend :: teacher :: filmmaker :: photographer


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Friday, December 09, 2005
do you love me?

posible nga palang matapos nang di nakakapag-umpisa.

no need for dramatic and romanticized eklavoos. it's actually easier than i thought it would be. he knows it. he doesn't have to hear it from my lips. i'm sure this time.

"do you love me? i can feel the beating of your heart..."


i did, ben.


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Saturday, December 03, 2005
i wish i was there instead of being there

First of all, CONGRATS to Ali and Malyn! Their short film bagged 8 out of the 10 awards at the POV video competition. And the film very well deserved it. Again, Congratulations! :D

...and I was really wishing I was there at the UPFI a while ago with the rest of K4 to support our beloved blockmate. But no! Habang sila ay sandaling nakabalik sa dati naming mundo, ako ay nalulunod sa feasib meeting sa 20th floor ng Pacific Star. This time though, I'm not there to prepare Delifrance for the agency people. This time, I was there to discuss with them the requirements of the projects. But the way being in that cold conference room made me feel...there's really no difference at all. It still felt shit. I still felt like Dax.

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Sunday, November 27, 2005
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text taken from a hallmark card.

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Monday, November 07, 2005
a bedtime fairytale

Once upon a time, in a far away land, may isang princess na gustong makarating sa Wonderland. Sa paghihintay nya sa carriage na magdadala sa kanya doon, dumaan ang isang napakagandang kalesa. Gusto nyang sumakay. Pero hindi huminto ang kalesa. Dinaanan lamang siya nito at nagpatuloy sa patutunguhan. May dumaan ulit na isa pang kalesa. Huminto at inalok si Princess ng isang masayang biyahe papunta sa wonderland. Pero hindi sumakay si Princess dahil umaasa siya na baka bumalik pa ang magandang kalesang naunang nagdaan. Patuloy na naghintay si Princess. Pero pa'ano kung hindi na talaga babalik ang hinihintay nyang kalesa? Pa'no kung kahit kailan, hindi siya isasakay nito?

Ang malamang na maging ending, maglalakad na lang si Princess mag-isa papunta sa Wonderland...


LANDMARK: Pero hindi pa naman tapos yung kuwento ni Orange eh. Puwede pa rin maging happy-ever-after...

KAHEL : Huh?? Pa'no magiging happy-ever-after yan? Pa'no kung dahil Princess has committed the great mistake of paghihintay sa wala, eh she'll suffer forever the consequence of that mistake...

LANDMARK : E pa'no kung hindi siya magssuffer? Pa'no kung sa paglalakad nya ay bigla siyang sabayan ng isang prinsipe?! Di ba isa lng un sa mga puwedeng mangyari? Surpresa ng buhay un!

KAHEL : ...hmm...eh yung prinsipe ba na makakasabay nya eh dun din ang punta? Pa'no kung hindi naman nya sasabayan si Princess hanggang sa dulo?

LANDMARK : E pa'no kung dun din siya pupunta at sasabayan na niya si Princess hanggang sa dulo??

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Sunday, November 06, 2005
if i am a star wars character...

HASH(0x8c5a90c)
Youre The Little Ani!

Youre very kind en brave. Youre smart for your age
to! You have enough friends en know how to
handle in difficult situations. If there is a
war or something like that you always try to
help your Jedi Master and friends. Youll never
leave the one you love really because you know
they always stay somewhere deep in your heart.
If you love someone youre a pretty shy but you
dare to say it. I think youre brave, And you
can be very sweet ^^ Youre a fast learner and
you learn from mistakes. You love to be free
and always close your friends deep in your
heart. Youre a nice person en I think you have
to stay how you are!

Full Name:: Anakin Skywalker
You Are:: Human
Lightsaber:: Blue
Side:: Light Side
Planet:: First Tatooine and now Coruscant


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Saturday, November 05, 2005
rain and stars

"It's only in the mysterious equations of love that logical reason can be found."- A Beautiful Mind

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mga teorya patungkol sa pag-ibig

TEORYA NG PILA


Ang pag-ibig ay isang mahabang pila. May tao sa harap mo. May tao sa likod mo. Ang problema, yung tao sa harap mo, preoccupied din sa nasa harap nya kaya hindi ka nya lilingunin. Pero dahil sobrang nakatuon ang atensyon mo sa tao sa harap mo (na hindi naman lilingon sau), hindi mo magawang lingunin ang tao sa likod mo.

...hay...minsan kailangan lang siguro ng isang malakas na tapik para mapalingon mo siya?


TEORYA NG TSINELAS


Kailangan na isukat muna talaga ang tsinelas para malaman mo kung gusto mo ito o hindi. Kailangan ba talaga? Eh madalas naman, ang sinusukat lang natin ay yung tsinelas na gusto na natin sa unang tingin pa lang. Pag nasukat na natin, dun siguro tayo magdedesisyon kung bibilihin o hindi. Hindi ba ganun un?

Kaya lang minsan din, may tsinelas na sobrang nagandahan na tayo unang tingin pa lang. At kung gusto ang pag-uusapan, gusto natin ito. Kaya lang kahit i-offer na sa atin ito, minsan pinipili pa rin nating hindi isukat. Minsan kasi, sa sobrang ganda, gusto na lang natin na manatili ito kung pa'no natin nakita. Kung isusukat kasi (o ipanlalakad), malamang marumihan lang. Minsan nakakahinayang.

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
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the best thrills in life are free : rain, stars, sunshine, rainbow (that suddenly appears while you're having a great late lunch with great people at a great place with a great view of the Taal) :D

Jesus just loves me sooooo much! :D

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
some thoughts for today

1. Some celebrities have that uberly-very-very-very-very-very strong "celebrity feeling" within them.

2. Some agency people think it only takes 2 days to produce an out-of-town location for them. And now, I probably need to master the art of negotiating with their type.

3. Some people are simply heaven-sent!

4. Some people realize their dreams later than others do. But at least, it was never too late for them to pursue it.

5. Someone in this chaotic world can afford to be happy :: that's me right now. : )



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Friday, October 21, 2005
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